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When you get lonely, if no one's around...you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down...
 
((And the white coats just don't get it...))

So this cyst thing? I woke up on Sunday morning and my hands were literally shaking it hurt so bad, my head felt extremly heavy, I could barely walk it hurt so bad, and I felt like I was going to puke. BUT I still had to go to work because I had to open...and the painkillers I took when I woke up didn't kick in until almost 11am...that means 4 hours of pain and hell I went through. Ow.

 

Then Sunday when my parents got home from our cabin, I showed my mom and she said it looked like the size of half a golf ball--and this is on my tailbone. Well, she took me to the doctor, and they kinda numbed it, and then started squeezing all the puss and shit out.....omg it hurt soooo bad. I will admit that I had tears falling out of my eyes because it hurt THAT bad--and this is from someone who barely ever cries or admits that she does. It hurt so fricken bad!

 

Tomorrow (Tuesday), I have to go back in so they can do it agian if there's any stuff back in it, and if not then I'm clear for a little while. I DO have to have surgery though, and my mom's going to try to get an appointment for December 22nd....that means I get to spend Christmas vacation on my stomach on the couch or in bed at my cabin. It's going to suck..being that I like to ice skate, snowmobile, ice fish, etc. Ehhhh.

 

No fun at all.

 

<3 Nicole

 
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