erhottie18
When you get lonely, if no one's around...you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down...
Index
- Hm....
- Grr...
- ((Sometimes I give into Sadness, sometimes I don't))
- ((Wat would he say?? I wonder-would he jst turn away...))
- ((You know you got me trippin'--think... about you day n night..))
- (((((OMG!!!!!!!... NoOoOoOoOoOoOoO...
- (((I'm goin crazy...)))
- ((ALL BUBBLY INSIDE..haha))
- (I can keep pretendin, keep playin it cool...but the way I feel him I doubt it)
- ((If it makes you happy, then why the hell are you so sad?!))
- ((God, I feel like hell tonite...the tears of rage, I can not lie....))
- i dont know...i feel like "myself" is gone....
- ((I don't know why I let you in....*my heart*))
- Some Poems I wrote...I'll post more a different time too!!
- Some Poems I wrote...I'll post more a different time too!!
- HaPpY!!!!!!!!!!... once!
- (no subject)
- SCREW HAPPINESS!!!
- ((Im not gonna sleep til I touch ur face, baby not a wink-I could go for days))
- ((I'm going crazy thinking about you....W.S.))
- lol another entry...read the one before this one too!
- ((Somebody save me...))
- ((I can't stop thinking of you, it's true...I'm stuck on you!!))
- Just some stuff I found that I like...
- ((I dnt care tonite....I jst wanna JUMP!!!))
- Another tough day....
- Sorry!!!!!
- ((...and I wonder if he ever thinks about me when he's bored...))
- Afraid Of Death...
- (I don't know anymore, I'm so confused...)
- ((One Mississippi I close my eyes......))
- ((Don't turn me away....Don't tell me to go...))
- Yesssss...not
- ((Two Mississippi I'm beggin you that we can still survive...)
- hm....
- Something to do if you're bored...
- ((I'm so broke that it ain't funny))
- I GOT A CAR!!!!!!!!!
- ((Lookin back I clearly c wat it is thts killin me...))
- GRR....
- I HURT...in my heart and my knee...
- ((Its lke I cnt breathe, its lke I cnt see nething...nothin but you...))
- ((You've taken over me...it's like I'm not me...))
- (((I look up @ tht great big sky n I hope hes wishin on tht same brite star...))
- ((Do I
- ((Get tangled up in me...))
- ((I Love SONW))
- ((My chance for hapiness had passed...and nothin waited around the bend...))
- OWWWWWW!!
- ((Now I can't sleep...now I can't breathe....I'm barely hanging on...))
- ...forgot one thing...
- ((I carry your smile when I'm broke in two....))
- ((I want to hold on, but it hurts so bad...))
- ((Dnt let go of sumthin u cant go a day witout thinkin about...!!!!))
- ((Do I ever cross your mind anytime??...))
- ((Id rather spend 1 min. holdin u than the rest of my life knowin I nvr could))
- ((Ne1 can catch your eye, but it takes sum1 special to catch ur hrt...))
- ((I'm that girl....)) ....quote thingy's too!!
- ((Its hard to answer the question "whats wrong?" when nothings right.....))
- Some poems...n stuff:: This first one's by my friend Trivia, but I liked it...and it applies to me sometimes
- ((It only takes ONE SMILE to cover up ONE MILLION TEARS...-Weston I need ya-))
- ((I'm truely JUST a friend, and that's all I'll EVER be...))
- ((To her he's EvErYtHiNg, but to him she's jUsT aNoThEr GiRl.....))
- ((Sometimes it's hard to see all you can loose in the blink of an eye....))
- ((I used to think that I was strong...until the day it all went wrong...))
- ((I'm not a yo-yo...I don't come back when my heart's thrown...))
- ((Sumday my dreams will come true...I'll be happy cuz I'll have you!!!))
- (no subject)
- ((I am young and I am free...))
- 40 Random Things About Me!!
- hmmm...a lot of girls have the name Nicole...
- ((Cuz I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light...))
- ((This place is so empty, my thoughts are so tempting...))
- ((Do you ever wake up reaching out for me??))
- ((It seems like forever since I've felt this way...))
- I'm feeling happy...a little better than I was earlier
- ((I've been thinking lately that you and me--yes we could make it...))
- I don't know...I'm scared...afraid...
- uh oh
- ((..and my weakness is that I care too much...))
- 25 Random Songs
- ((Every time you come around me I get weak...))
- Wow...this made me think about some things
- (no subject)
- **I hate it when you smile--it reminds me of the times we never had...**
- ...scared...
- ((I bit my tounge so many times even though I should've spoke my mind...))
- NOOOOO...this isn't fair at all!!!
- here's a short one for now...
- I miss Kirstin!!!!!!!:: WARNING
- ((There's gotta be something more...))
- okay..so I'm really really bored
- ((And the stars aren't out tonight but neither are we to look at them...))
- ((I'm not oh-fucking-kay!...
- (no subject)
- ((So let's play doctor, Babe!!!))
- ~If he's truely yours--in the end he'll still be there!!~
- - -I am truely JuSt A fRiEnD and that's ALL I'll ever be...- -
- - -You'll never know how much I love you...and I'll never know why I do...- -
- - -I wanna get over you, but I keep on tripping...- -
- (Its nvr bn bad enuf 2 jst leave or give up but its nvr good enuf 2 feel rite)
- ((The best part of believe is the lie...))
- ((My tongue is tied to a dream of being with you...))
- - -One day you'll look back and say "Damn, that girl really did love me!!"- -
- ((So here I am once again with my head against the wall...))
- - -You never know how big the world is until it falls on top of you...- -
- ((And after all you've put me through--this is my goodbye to you!!))
- oops...forgot something!! lol im a dork!
- - -Put a smile on your face....- -
- - -Love doesn't push itself into places where it's not invited...- -
- - -I'm still walking down memory lane bcuz I know I'll run into you...- -
- - -I'm often silent when I'm screaming inside...- -
- - -Don't let go of something you can't go a day without thinking about...- -
- - -I'd wait a thousand lifetimes just to see you smile!!- -
- Um.........
- (I gues I kinda thought it'd b easier than this--I gues I was wrong once again)
- oh gosh...not again
- ...weekend blues, and shots of tears...
- ((...someday we'll all have perfect wings...))
- - -Just one more day...- -
- I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO
- Florida Trip stuff!!
- ((Nights are long, and dreams are cold if they're all you wake up to!!))
- ....alright....... post....
- ((I can't find a reason to let go, even though you've found a new love...))
- okay here ya go!!
- ((Why should I care??....I just do....))
- ((...tears say more than words explain...))
- ((I can't find a reason to hang on...))
- ((Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye...))
- ((I bet ur sayin to urself tht u'll find somebody else lke me...))
- Alright, I gotta know the truth
- ...
- hehe haha
- ((I know this hurts--it was meant to.....))
- Okay..a poem I just finished
- ((It wasn't enough to keep you here with me...))
- Going...going.....
- ((Memories remain the same, pictures fade away...))
- ((Take this broken heart and make it right!!))
- ((My tears are turning into time I've wasted on goodbye...))
- Summer's done...and so is the fun!!
- ((I almost wish you would've loved me too!!))
- ((Wishin u would call me on the tphone n say u want me back...but u nvr do...))
- ((I never knew what it was to be alone....))
- (no subject)
- ((...and the teardrops as they're falling tell the story...))
- ((I gave up giving in and now it's time to say goodbye...))
- - -She types "I'll be okay..." as tears run down her face.....- -
- ((I'm going through withdrawl of you...))
- ((So far away....))
- ((We've come to the end of the road, and still I can't let go...))
- ((We'll be alright--as long as you stay with me...))
- ((I don't wanna wake up today cuz every day's the same...))
- ((I'm walking away from the troubles in my life...))
- ((Take a look at me now....))
- Heck yes!!!!!!!!!!!!...
- ((So that was fun but where are you now?? --5StarsForFail...
- ((Everything is alright...))
- ((I started out alone and in the end that's where I'll be....))
- ((.....and I can not give up.....))
- - -...wow...- -
- ((Ima get get get u drunk, get u drunk off....my lovely lady lumps...))
- ((Doncha wish your girlfriend was hot like me??))
- ((she fucking hates me.....))
- ((I need you back here in my life....baby can't you see????))
- ((My final breath is gone...))
- ((I keep falling away...))
- ((I'm always wrapped up in things I can not win...))
- ((Being alone--you're just like them, but being alive--feeling so dead...))
- ((Just say that it's over...it's over and *he's gone...))
- ((Your presence still lingers here, and it won't leave me alone...))
- ((Don't stop thinking about tomorrow...))
- ((Unclench your fists...it's time to move on...))
- ((Your scream is burning through my veins!!!))
- ((I've given all I had...it wasn't enough........)...
- ((I could never be the girl you wanted....))
- ((I'm sick of waiting...go on and take your shot!!!))
- ~I'd do anything to be someone else right now.....~
- ((Why should I care???......I just do.......))
- oh gosh, not again!!!
- ((Every day and night, I wish I was your someone....))
- Haha, fun week!!
- ((Wake me up when *November ends..............
- Two tears makes the shape of your heart upside down......
- .....this is tonight.....
- I think I'll just push my feelings aside and fake a smile.....
- ((I don't know you but I still want to!!))
- ((Why am I not strong enough?!!....I wanna be strong enough....))
- Sometimes I wish I were a kid again......
- ((Even the best fall down sometimes...))
- (no subject)
- It's soooooo hard....
- 10 things I'm thankful for...
- (no subject)
- ((......I don't do too well on my own......))
- ((As days go by, the memories remain...))
- ((I've given all I can...it wasn't enough...))
- ((It's never easy saying goodbye....))
- ((Catch me if I fall into the night...))
- ((Please don't use my letters to start your fires...))
- hehe.
- (no subject)
- (no subject)
- ((Where you'll be...I will follow anywhere...))
- ((Lately love never smiles....))
- - -You know I'd walk a thousand miles if I could just see you smile!!- -
- ((When you lie next to me....))
- (no subject)
- ((.....all the world is waiting for the sun.....))
- ((Show me how it ends, it's alright...))
- ((Another turning point, another fork stuck in the road.....))
- ((Have you ever tried so hard that your world just fell apart...))
- ((I'd stop the world and melt with you...))
- ((And I'd die to win, cuz I'm born to loose....))
- ((Ever since you went away, my life just hasn't been the same...))
- LA DEE DA....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
- Goodbye everyone....see ya when i get back! I'll miss ya all!!!!!
- Okay...here's a short one for now!!!
- ((I'm going on and I've become this empty paper.....))
- ((I'm happy wondering....))
- ((Move along, move along like I know ya do!!))
- - -I've kept them....but not no more!!!!- -
- OMG he has a small dick!! lol, it's so true...eww.
- weekend issues...later!...
- ((For someone who's felt so strong, it's amazing--I'm completly gone....))
- ((I've got these feelings that won't subside...))
- Yeah...Kind of a no-point entry...sorry.
- ((....and I know how it feels to cry myself to sleep....))
- ((You can make me unreachable...)...
- ((I'll be the greatest fan of your life!!!!!!))
- answer this please...?
- Something I wrote this weekend...hope ya like it!!!
- ((Yesterday is gone but today I'm fine without you...))
- ((I know I'll see you again someday....))
- ((Life gets sticky, life can bruise..sometim... you win sometimes you're losing))
- ((And I have nothing left to say...............
- ((When I go down, I go down hard...))
- ((Drop everything, start it all over.....))
- ((You can have the best of me!!!!!!!))
- ((Isn't *he lovely.....))
- HOCKEY GAME FOR ME TO GO TO....BYE BYE FOR NOW!!
- ((Close your eyes just settle, settle...))
- Tonight's just a night of wonder....
- ((Fall, with you I fall so fast....))
- - -Every little thing reminds me of YOU- -
- ...I'll tell more later!!!!!!! This is all for now....
- Sorrrrrrrrrrryy... I have no motivation tonight....
- ((It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right...))
- ((I am me.....))
- ((I'm so caught up in what we were...))
- ((Sometimes we all have to lose...))
- ((Revenge is sweet...))
- ((Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today...))
- ((I hold my breath and pray to the stars for you today...))
- La dee fricken da!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
- ((I'll kill you with kindness....))
- ((And breathe....just breathe.....))
- ((When you go away I get so low...))
- ((Is there life after love....))
- ((...just stay right where I can see you...))
- (We're gonna die like this ya know--miserable...
- ((Close your eyes, just settle..settle)...
- ((Ive thrown away so many things that couldve been much more))
- ((All the bridges you've burned leave you trapped...))
- ((Here I am--perfect as I'm ever gonna be!!))
- ((I can't explain myself at all....))
- ((How can you just walk on by without one tear in your eyes..))
- ((And I can't let you know where I am....))
- ((I hate myself for losing you....))
- ((Somewhere over the rainbow...))
- ((Where are you now....))
- ((Tainted love...))
- ((Be every color that you shine....))
- ((Stupid cupid...stop pickin on me!))
- ((Will there be pictures left to snap...))
- ((Every time we kiss, I swear I can fly...))
- ((I never made a scene...they came to me))
- ((You found me when no one else was looking!!))
- This really sucks.....
- ((All the control I thought I had just slipped through my hands...))
- Yeah.............. snow..
- Something stuck in my head..
- Tagged!
- ((How can you just walk on by....))
- ((...will there be a picture left to snap?))
- ((I just can't walk away, pretending everything's okay...))
- ((We believed that we could touch the sky...))
- ((Maybe turning my back would be that much easier...))
- ((I wanna be inside your heaven...))
- ((Wishing for something in the distance...))
- ((I want this to last...))
- ((I guess it's going to break me down....))
- ((Probably wouldn't be this way...probably wouldn't hurt this bad...))
- ((I hate myself for losing you...))
- ((I don't want this night to end...))
- uh huh.
- ((Someday, I will understand...))
- ((I often sing myself to sleep...))
- ((I could try to hide the truth inside....))
- I got a job..I got a job..I got a job..hey!! hey!! hey!! hey!!
- ((You're bringing on the heartbreak...))
- ((Hold on...........)):: Here are some things I found that I really like
- ((It's a small world, after all.....))
- ((I'm just the girl next door.......))
- ((Back me up from backing down...))
- ((Dear black goodbye...))
- ((I know it's hard to make it right...))
- ((Because of you...I am afraid...))
- My eyes are sticking closed..but thats all that keeps me from thinking of you..
- ((...and I won't forget the way you loved me...))
- ((Sometimes it's hard when you're so deep inside...))
- Guys....I have a question for you...and if you could answer--that'd be great!!
- ((When darkness turns to light--it ends tonight...))
- ((...lets take back words that turned scars...))
- ((My mind's unweaving..))
- ((.....if only they were all alone....))
- ((Lately the weather has been so bipolar, and consequently so have I...))
- ((What makes you stay...we'll never know...))
- I need you to read this if possible...
- I revised it...and added different things. Please comment!
- ((We believed that we could touch the sky....))
- ((I guess it's gonna have to hurt..I guess I'm gonna have to cry...))
- ((I'm by myself more than you could know...))
- ((Just wait one minute more....))
- Bleeehhhhhhhhhh...
- ((Oooo HEAVEN is a place on Earth...))
- ((You star in the story of my life...))
- ((Everything short of suicide never hurts...))
- RGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...
- ((Haven't you heard? I'm the new cancer...))
- ((You can have what's left of me...))
- ((Forget everything and start over again.....))
- ((Don't forget to remember me...))
- ((Take time with a wounded hand...))
- ((....and I don't wanna miss a thing....))
- ((Open my eyes to you...))
- ((This will be the death of me))
- ((It's a crime, you let it happen to me....))
- ((No one is alone.............
- ((I don't have a past, I just have a chance....))
- ((Forgiveness, another chance...that's all I want...))
- ((Tonight it's only you and meee...))
- ((Leave the pieces as you go...))
- ((It's a little too late.........))
- ((It's been a hard long night...))
- ((I set my clocks early cuz I know I'm always late...))
- ((I don't blame you for being you....))
- ((Stay right where I can see you...))
- ((And I'm sure the view from heaven beats the hell outta mine down here...))
- ((I just want to break you down so badly...))
- A lot true...some just annoying, to me.
- ((Say anything, but say what you mean...))
- ((The more you care, the more you fall..........)...
- ((Am I alone in this...theres nvr a nite where I can sleep myself til day..))
- ((So how can we find ourselves? Trapped in our own private hells...))
- ((It's all my fault you're gone...))
- ((Have another drink and drive yourself home...))
- ((Some hearts, they just have it so easy...))
- ((Somebody's daughter just looking for somebody to love her...))
- ((And I think you should know this...))
- ((This can't be the end.........))
- ((I will stay if you want me to...))
- ((You won't ask, I won't tell......))
- ((It's unbelievable that I forgave you...))
- ((I'd rather be all alone...))
- ((There's a simple melody that just might change your mind...))
- ((Bring me to life..............
- ((Goodbye to yesterday...))
- ((...but you don't care at all...))
- ((Sleeping's over-rated...we lie awake and cry...))
- ((I'll claim nothing when you're whispering the truth))
- ((I just can't go on without you...))
- ((These things will never be the same...))
- ((Story of My life...))
- ((When I see your smile, tears run down my face....))
- ((Today came with shattered dreams...))
- ((And the white coats just don't get it...))
- ((I wanna save you.......))
- ((...and if you dont believe, I will tear the sky down right now...))
- ((There's nothing I could do to draw you close to me...))
- ((Just save yourself, cuz it's too late for me...))
- ((Maybe if my heart stops beating, it won't hurt this much...))
- ((I'll disappear...I'll be a dream...))
- ((Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die...))
- ((Take a breath and say goodbye...))
- More than pathetic.
- SNOW!!!!!!!!!
- ((one day it's heaven, one day it's hell...))
- ((She said "I gotta find out for myself..."))
- ((I miss the fireworks burning in those eyes...))
- ...a hundred years from now I'll still be waiting...
- ((I'm falling into memories of you...))
- ((Baby, is this love for real?))
- ((You could be all I need to save me from me...))
- ((Your bitter goodbye....))
- ((I can't wait to write you a letter...))
- ((..and every time I think of him it makes me sick..))
- ((No matter what...))
- uhmmmmmmmm........
- vday
- ((make me strong like you...))
- ((These colors you're shining are surely not the best...))
- ((If everyone cared, and nobody cried...))
- ((Take the wheel...))
- ((I'd put my faith in all your bullshit if it means you'll stay...))
- ((It's times like these we learn to live again...))
- ((Just cuz I can't go on....))
- ((I knew your smile would be the death of me...))
- SNOWWWWWWWWWW!!...
- ((It's snowing....it's snowing....))
- ((This love is killing me...))
- ((It's out of our control....))
- ((I hate this song, because it was written for you...))
- ((These are the things we go through...))
- ((Everything's so worthless, no one wants me to stay...))
- ((I lay outside and stare...my home is up there somewhere...))
- NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
- ((The first day I fall will be the last day I kiss the sky...))
- ((...and every road you take--I'll miss our yesterday's...)...
- ((I'm a mess, and I know it..))
- ((Mirror mirror, lie to me...))
- ((It's too late to make it right...))
- I'm ready for happiness to arrive...
- ((Have another drink and drive yourself home...))
- ((No rewind...no second times...))
- ((They're just jealous cuz we're young and in love...))
- ((Tonight I said goodbye, but I should've said more...))
- ((You make me forget everything...)
- ((I lie awake at night, dream things in black and white...))
- ((You star in the story of my life...))
- ((If love is a labor--I'll slave til the end...))
- ((...I keep wondering why...))
- ((This picture's broken and I can't get out...))
- ((Never again....))
- ((Do you have to be this way to me...?))
- ((I don't want to lose you...I don't wanna become a memory...))
- ((I don't want to lose you...I don't wanna become a memory...))
- ((...as the night fades away, I'm dreaming of you...))
- ((...I can't walk away...))
- ((Baby, I will wait for you...))
- Once upon a time...
- ((I guess you can hold my hand if you want to...))
- ((I walk the line...leave it all behind...I've been waiting forever...))
- ((Love me, love me...say that you love me...))
- ((What if I had a thing on the side...))
- ((The first day I fall is the last day I'll kiss the sky...))
- ((I miss what we were...))
- ((...but I can't find the words to tell you...))
- ((...we'll play jacks and uno cards...))
- ((There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay...))
- ((I'm sorry for what I said to you...))
- ((You don't mean to make me cry...))
- ((one night....one more chance....))
- ((...another soul out of place...a heart that gave up...))
- ((Even a heart transplant wouldn't show you how I feel--would it, baby?))
- ((My pulse is flatlined as I'm running to you...))
- ((I hold my breath, and wait for you...))
- collapsed bridge
- gone.
- ((I can see in your eyes you're ready to break...))
- ((is it broken...can we work it out...??))
- ((Save your breath this time around...))
- ((I belive there's a place for you and me in this crazy world...))
- ((I like it just the way you are...))
- ((I'm nothing but ashes smoking in your memory...))
- ((I'd sure hate to break down here...))
- ((Make a memory...))
- urghhhhhhhhhhhh...
- BLEH...correcti...
- ((I keep wondering why...))
- ((Tomorrow always seems so far...))
- ((Hate me if you want to...))
- ((Falling fast into your arms...))
- ((I will be right here waiting for you..))
- ((I miss you right away...))
- ((I blame my trembling on the cold air...))
- ((Torn apart at the seams...))
- STORYYYYYYYYYYY...
- CHAPTER TWO
- ((Tomorrow always seems so far...))
- ((I've got some problems, but we've got ten dollars...))
- ((These past five days I've been completly sober...))
- ((You can't hate me...you can't save me...))
- ((Every picture you paint...I will paint myself out))
- ((...was it something I said to make you turn away...?))
- ((All I see is your love..))
- ((Caught off guard...all worked up))
- amazingness.
- ((Wear your heart on your sleeve...))
- ((Here I go again...))
- ((I just need a little time...))
- ((It's my party--I'll cry if I want to...))
- ((If you ever come back home...))
- so fucking confused...lost within my own mind.
- ((You wanted more...more than I was ready for, and I swear to god I care...))
- ((I could explode because you just never know...))
- ((Remember the good old days....before I was replaced by a fake...))
- ((Sometimes I feel like things are getting worse in time...))
- ((I won't give in...))
- ((Oh I...I have a lot to say...))
- ((I say it'll be alright...))
- ((...could you even look me in the eyes..??))
- ((I can not say that I was ready for this....))
- ((I hope you get what you deserve...))
- ((You'll be my love....and I'll be your mistake....))
- ((Winter just wasn't my season...))
- ((Baby, there's beauty in goodbye...))
- ((I know what it feels like to start all over...))
- ((I'll be anything that you want me to...))
- ((...I won't let nobody hurt you...))
- ((...if you only saw the world through my eyes...))
- ((I'm too tired to pretend...))
- ((...if I don't make your heart skip a beat...))
- ((I miss you....))
- ((...tonight will be the night that I will fall for you...))
- (You've crossed a line you can't uncross...)
- ((You make it hard to love you because you make it hard to breathe...)
- ((...always on your side...))
- ((When you see my face, hope it gives you hell...))
- ((Mr. Webster could never define what's being said between your heart and mine))
- ((When you kiss me, I feel everything that I've been missing...))
- ((I can't forget this evening or your face as you were leaving...))
- ((...the world slows down, but my heart beats fast right now...))
- ((...and little did I know, you would be something more...))
- ((...you have stolen my heart...))
- ((Baby boy, you stay on my mind...))
- ((...people are crazyyyy))
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