When you get lonely, if no one's around...you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down...

My birthday was good...I might tell more about it later, maybe not. It seems like it never happened though.

 

Last Thursday there were three suicides total. Mikayla from Rogers. Carson (Mikayla's boyfriend) from Maple Grove. And another boy from Coon Rapids. There's gonna be one in my town over xmas break, I'm almost positive.

 

Why the fuck does everyone in my family have to make plans without me, and then basically tell me I have to do it if the other person cancels on them?! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I'm so fucking pissed right now, if you can't tell, cuz this happens all the time. My mom/dad basically told a lady at my dad's work that I would take care of her daughter on next thursday and Friday if her nephew can't. Well guess what?! I need stuff for a class so I would like to be at my cabin for it because I have to take pictures and stuff to get them done otherwise I fail photography....and plus, since I might still not be feeling up to it with the surgery and all tomorrow--I don't know if I'll be abel to do it. BLEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

AND I have to have surgery tomorrow so I'm not going to school or anything. I have a cyst on my tailbone, so I will be out. I'm sick of this. I have to work tonight, so I gotta go. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine (other than the fact that I'm almost crying I'm so pissed).

 

Merry Christmas (if I don't get a chance to come back on here before I leave)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

<3 Nicole