Elk River boys HoCkEy coulda gotten at least 5th place, but they lost 5-4 in overtime on Friday against Bloomington/Jefferson. It sux, but at least they made it that far, which is pretty good considering the girls team lost the first 1-2 section games and didnt get very far...but then again all their good seniors graduated last year. I watched ALL the games on Friday night (semifinals), and then the 2 that were on on Saturday (CHAMPIONSHIPS). Waroad Warriors won against Totino Grace Eagles for the A state Championship in double overtime (70 min n 38 seconds...the longest game in A championship for like 10 years or more). Holy Angel Stars wone against Moorhead Spuds 6-4 for the AA Championship. Holy Angels girls won state hockey championship 3 weeks ago too....thats so awesome! I just wish I could play hockey, but my parents won't let me cuz it "costs too much" even tho I OFFERED to pay half or something, they still won't let me play. This is soooo stupid---they won't let ME go out for the hockey team, but they told my little sister that she can join ANY sport she wants to when she gets into the highschool ((INCLUDING HOCKEY))!! IT'S FCKING NOT FAIR AT ALL!!!! I'm not even going to go into the whole not being treated fairly thing again...I don't want to and I'm sure you guys don't care anyway.

   Weston has been on my mind ALL weekend, and I couldn't seem to do anything to get him off my mind except when I was watching hockey. It seems like I can't do anything but think about him...and I can't even have a fcking night where I don't fall asleep crying or thinking about him or even dreaming of him...I don't understand how I can be this far deep when I'm not even his girl. I know all I'm gonna do is get hurt in the end if I don't make a move myself, but I don't know how...I don't know what to say or what to do. It's all too complicated I guess. OMG on Friday he was at his locker before 5th hour, and I just wanted to hug him and tell the girls he was laughin with to back off but I'm not his girl, so I can't do any of that...and I can't claim him as my guy unless I do something about it, but I can't get past a hello for some dumb reason. THIS SUX!!!! I NEED SOME HELP....ne one got advice on this issue??????????