Wow, it feels like I haven't been on here forever in a LONG time....but really it's not been that long AT ALL!!! By the way...this is going to be a long entry...sorry guys...

My sister's graduation party was on Saturday. It was really fun....except that it rained the whole time...good thing we have a big garage at our cabin. SO many people showed up...including some hott guys lol.

In the beginning when it was just my family, a guy from my dad's work (Tom), my sister's boyfriend (Nick), and my uncle (Phil)...my other uncle Keith and his two daughters Kylie and Megan showed up. Megan looked really rough...she did fine the whole day, but by the time they left she was really wore out! I hate seeing her like that...she had light gray circles around her eyes, and she had a brace on her leg for her drop-foot from the chemotherapy treatments. This week is her last hard chemo treatment...now let's hope the cancer doesn't come back-cuz for now the cancer is gone (Knock On Wood), so her outcome looks extremly good right now.If the cancer comes back I'm gonna be completly heartbroken and cry for DAYS on end....and I hate crying, but after we lost her mom 2 1/2 years ago from cancer, we can't afford to lose her too--she's another one of those special little girls who you can never forget their smile and soft giggle...

A lot of people there that hadn't seen/met my dad's sisters, said that I'm a spitting-image of my aunt/godmother Margie, and that we look like sisters!! It's so awesome, cuz she's soooo cool!!

Oh boy...now for the hott guys...hehe I was in heaven lol!!!! Alrighty--I had just walked out the door of my cabin into the garage and saw Eric B. (REALLY hott one--I've talked about him in a different entry before), Nick (hott too), and another one of Nick's friends (kinda ugly), running into the garage out of the rain. I quickly turned around and went back inside to tell my little sister and of course my 10 year old cuzin Kelsi overheard, and wanted to know who they were too...and go figure, she thinks they're hott too! I went back out there and they had left, so I went and sat by my 12 year old cuzin Kelli and talked to her. A little while later they came back (about 15 minutes). Nick sat down a little to the left of me and across the table...Eric B. and the fugly friend went and got food....I told Kelli to scoot over--hoping Eric B. would sit by me....but the fugly friend did, and Eric B. sat on the other side... . And then someone drove up and I wanted to see who's vehicle it was so I looked behind the guys, and Eric B. turned around and copied me and he's like "I saw that" and I'm like "huh? what?" and he's like "you were looking at me" and I'm like "no I was looking at who's vehicle that was" but what I was really thinking was that I was really looking that way to see him lol....and then he laughed haha. A little later Nick was gonna go get a cup of beer from the keg, and obviously it wasn't working because it was done, and he got about a centimeter of beer and about 2 inches of foam, and he's like "FUCK IT" and I'm like "yeah the keg was gone at about 4" and the fugly friend was like "so therefore they're all wasted and will be even more drunk tonight?" and I'm like "yea I don't like beer" and they looked at me and the fugly friend was like "well what do you like then?" and I said Smirnoff Ice and he asked if I tried the black-sumthin (lol I dk exactly), and I'm like "yeah sure" and he goes "you haven't tried it yet?!" and I said no, and he said that I should try it and I told them that if they get it I'd come over (but they're not 21 yet, so they couldn't)...yeah it was great. Then there was a mosquito and I tried killing it with one hand but that didn't work, and the fugly friend got it with 2 hands, and he couldn't get the mosquito off of his finger, and then he wiped it off over my pants....it was gross! The whole time the fugly friend and Eric B. were whispering and looking at me....it was kinda creepy lol. OMG this is creepy!!.......okay I was talking to Kelli and I heard the fugly friend go "A KISS?????" so I looked over and Nick smiled and said yes and then looked at me, and then they all started laughing...I don't know what they were talking about, but I wanna know now!!!!!! lol.

That night my aunt Lynnette, her husband John, and daughter Kelsi stayed overnight, and today my little sister went with them for 2 weeks. That means I get the house to myself during the day when my 'rents are at work....for 2 whole weeks!!! I'm so glad--no annoying sister to deal with..and my older sister moved out so I'll be ALL by myself!! WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO!!!

Well sorry this was so long, just thought I'd leave a nice update for you all!! For the first time in a LONG WHILE I couldn't stop smiling when Nick and his friends were there on Saturday....it was amazing!!

<3 Amor Siempre
~*NICOLE*~