When you get lonely, if no one's around...you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down...

This Friday was the first Friday Pat's had off in a while....so I went up there in the afternoon. I got to meet his friend Burt and another friend Bronson. While at Bronson's house, he was telling a story and in the middle of it was like "Wow Pat you must have gotten lost in her eyes..." and I just smiled as Pat nodded his head. He was like "sorry, I know I was in the middle of my story but I just had to say it...I was gonna wait and just mention it to Pat but I couldn't hold it in." hahah pretty funny. That night while we were laying in bed, he said "Nicole, I think I'm falling in love with you..." because I don't think he thought I was awake, but I heard him. And you know what? I think I'm doing the same with him.....as hard as that is to admit.

Then on Saturday we went to his grandma's house, and his cousin's boyfriend was there...he told Pat I was pretty cute and that I was for sure a keeper. His grandma kept calling me Michelle....which I'm used to because a lot of people actually do that. And his mom said I could come over any time because she really likes me.

I had to leave Saturday night, but when we went to my grandma's on Sunday for Easter we passed a sign that had an arrow pointing the way to St. Cloud, and if I were driving my own car--I probably would have just went right back up there. I won't see him for two weeks now....and that sucks ass!!!!

My uncle works in the same place that Pat does, just in a different department....so he said he was going to stop by and say hi today. Haha, that was weird to find out...I hope my uncle doesn't tease him too much! lol.

On May 30th is my cousins grad party....and Pat's coming with me. I figured this would be a more relaxing setting to meet the whole family in, because I won't know a lot of the people that are going to be there either....and my family will be more spread out and whatnot. I'm excited and nervous at the same time...

Well, I'm out for now. This is a stupid post but that's okay.